Depression

Somehow I feel deep down day by day. I can feel the changes of my own personalities. The changes wasn't good,it was awful enough. Just like I don't know myself anymore. But who cares? There's nothing to do but giving urself a hope or maybe a try to overcome it?Try,may helpful but it also lead failed as well .. so I am not going to risk myself instead of trying something that I don't fancy. Unfortunately maintain the old one is just another phobia. fml seriously & I am getting to hate myself haas. Still life goes on.