My best friend is studying oversea now in Taiwan. I remembered when the day comes to sending her off to flight, I didn't cried much. That moment, the sad atmosphere spreading around in the airport, I don't feel like want to cry on that time because I know that this is not the end. But in the end, I still cried like a baby, hugging my best friend tight as she is my mom LOL. And she went to the flight eventually after the hug, and I'm still standing there like an idiot with full of tears on my face. I counted, that is my second times to send my best friend away from Penang. So, how does it feel?
Hurt and sad feelings suffered me most. I know that life is still go on, earth is still spinning, I am still breathing, still alive and this is not the end. The bond between me and my friend is still strong even though we can't hang out and talk by face to face but luckily FaceTime is created so we still chit-chat till midnight when we have the chance. But deep inside my heart is still lonely. This is sucks.
Another best friend is studying in KL now. We are still living in the same country, but the distance between KL and Penang is 292 kilometres. It seen so near yet so far. Three of us at different places to study, to fulfil our dream but I missed them so much. :(
Some of my other best friends, we don't have the chance to meet up and I don't know why we just don't talk like used to be. I really missed them a lots. I don't know how they are and doing what now. It like I am the one who disappear from them for an thousand years. haiz. I hope that we can meet up someday and spend the time like we used to. Maybe time and distance really makes us apart. Lack of communication also killed too. Whenever I saw some post or photos in Facebook, I just feel so lonely. Seriously, this is sickening me. I just want to say that I missed you guys so much. really. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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