Movie

The best part of having holiday is you get to do what you want. You are stress free, relax, calm or even doing nothing at all. I choose to let myself busy in this holiday because I don't want to waste any precious time. So, I did went to watch movie since friday until today, continuously, to catch up the movies I didn't get to watch during exam. I've watched at least 5 movies in a day. The movies were great, especially x men, my most favourite movie in this summer. Because of the new series of x men in theatre, I was energised and excited! my heart was pounding so fast that I couldn't even recognised by myself when I watch the movie. I love it. The fact that since I was a kid when I started to watch x men, I just undoubtedly in love with it. I love all the mutants in x men, including the villains. I even bought x men ps1 game to play with my brother. Just imagine if you have power like those mutant, what would you do? I want a power like Jean Grey or Charles Xavier. Two of them is my most adored characters in x men. ohh yeahhh and all those great actors in the movie, I fucking love them all! The moves of James McAvoy, Evan Peters, Michael Fassbender and so on, all of them makes the movie perfect !

             

So, I was fascinated by this action movie. After I've finished the movie on Friday, I went home and being like a freakin crazy fangirl, re-watch all those x men series movies, AGAIN! Tbh, this is not my first time to act like a crazy fangirl. I remembered last year, after I've watched The Hobbit series, I re-watch LOTR series again as it kinda related to it. LOL. So do Hunger games, harry potter etc so many series that you couldn't imagine. I used to finish a season of drama in a day. hais I got no life isn't it? But I don't care because I am doing what I like.

I believe everything has their own side effects. It is not a good idea to watch movie everyday. I mean if one day one movie, that's fine; one day 5 or 6 movies in one time, that was a disaster. My brain seem dysfunctional after I've watched those movies and headache let me feel like want to die. I was tired. I didn't get enough sleep since friday because of my emotion is too over reacting, I was excited. Excited for the movie,  excited for my own fantasy imagination.

Living in your own world is fun, but reality will strike you hard to get you back no matter what and that's a nightmare. I barely sleep at night this few days. Thinking about my whole life,  about what is the meaning of my life? what is the purpose? why I was born into this world? I do believe it must be to have a reason why I am still here. What if something really happen or even do, will it affect my whole entire life? I wonder.

If we meant to live our life to the fullest, why bother with living in our own world? I mean as long we are happy with our life, why should we care about nonsenses ? well, I guess after all this is all about fundamental and ethics problem ehh?

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